steping 2 my brain...listen 2 my heart...understand my mind +_+

should i~~

2010-02-10T19:07:00.000-08:00

should i love him?
No No No..
I cant do it
he not belongs to me
I must awake!!
wat can i do???
please tell me..
go kelantan? leave penang?
hope can leave all the memory after go kelantan

i dun want bring previous my life to 3 months ago
even was sweet but stil cant stay longer
love him for wat?
better DONT..
i cant repeat my mistake again!!

nice to meet u...best fren!

2010-02-08T22:31:00.000-08:00

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you provide colleages
you provide me future
you provide me hapiness
you provide me stress
you provide me doubt
you provide me a best fren
Hope our frenship can long term...
glad to know u~WEI
happy always

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2010-01-27T20:28:00.000-08:00

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2009-10-14T01:42:00.000-07:00

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莫名的感覺。。

2009-10-07T23:00:00.000-07:00

昨晚他從馬六甲回來。。
我去接他然後去做分享。。
我們除了工作就沒再談其他的了。

分享期間我認爲對方是不願意享用產品，
而卻本身也有很多產品。。。
我和他的出發點不一樣，
對方不需要我們的服務因爲對方有很多其他的產品，
全都放一邊，
很浪費。。
closing 2 times but rejected..
後來我換對象和話題來放鬆那個氣氛，
結果被他放狗屁。。。
讓他一個人坐在一旁是我的錯。。
please...tis is entertainment.....
i always face tis situation when meet his customers...
it's very common..
Don't know how he thinks...
weird!!!

many many conflict are happend yesterday nite
i duno who m i for him?
a downline?
yesterday nite i totaly cant feel tat im his fren or housemate..
there is a strong feeling tat v r like coleague...is very very serious n formal one..not friendly coleague
i cant stand his atitude!
v argued..
then finaly he voice out tat:"u bettter under ah gan!!"
im hot!!!!!
afterward, he called tat gf while im driving n hot..
v totaly dun hav any conversation on de way bek home
until morning till now......
he raely look different compared to last week
mayb i was cheated by him?
mayb i was utilised by him?
imposible sudenly cool down n change to another ppl
:-(

沉悶的周末。。。

2009-10-05T00:03:00.000-07:00

星期五我拿了半天的假，
跟隨上綫和他去檳城了在趕去sp。。
結果讓簽到一位有potential downline,
這個小成就讓我恢復信心。。。
我一定行！！！
回到家鄉已是11點多了，
我向他報平安。。
但是感覺有點冷淡。
自從兩天前他就對我比較冷淡了。。。
不知何因？？

星期六我在家鄉，他在馬六甲。。。
很想和他聊天，但是我沒有那個機會，
因爲有她在。。。。。
其實我心裏很不好受，
但是我沒的選擇，
只能怪自己不比別人好和細心，
只能怪自己傻傻地喜歡人，
只能怪自己最後才遇到他。。。
所有都是自己自做自受。。。

我唯有把時間和思想都放在工作。。。
唯有盡量不去想他。。
把自己搞到很忙。。。
其實從工作方面我可以和他聊幾句，
就只是工作的問題，
想聊其他的都很難。。。

星期日的我也是如此過。。。
到了夜晚原本想收拾東西囘北海了。。。
結果在臨走前讓我簽購一小單的sales。。
縂算讓自己有點安慰。。。
在我分享的過程，他也在為事業打拼。。。
原本是件開心的事。。。
結果讓我有點失落的是她也陪同他做分享。。。

從一開始，
他讓我感覺到我和他都是以事業爲主而讓大家有了共同點才有了感情。。
而他只不過只是在家陪伴的伴侶。。
但是自從讓我知道她陪同他去做分享事。。
我的心頓時覺得我根本不算什麽。。
我覺得我並沒像之前想象中那麽強。。。

我開始沒信心了。。。
誰能讓我恢復自信呢？

星期一早上六點多開車會北海，
爲了替身，我喝了一罐人參精。
怎知一路上肚子疼到很厲害。。。
很想打電話給他，但是帕他不方便，會覺得我不體諒他所以就自己忍痛地加快車速。。。
上了三次廁所，一邊工作。。。
大約中午才發個信息給他，這個時間他應該出門了吧。。。

我在想如果我沒給他發個信息，
他會撥個電話給我嗎？
他是否有了她就忘了我？

真的希望這種日子趕快過去。。。。。。。

关于“爱情”，有人这样说……

2009-09-28T01:01:00.000-07:00

1．香烟爱上火柴就注定受伤害，不要轻易说爱，许下的承诺就是欠下的债。
Cigarette is destined to be hurt if in love with Match. Don’t say “I love you” without thinking twice, for a promise hastily made turns out a debt forever owed.

2．如果你是我眼中的一滴泪，那我永远都不会哭，因为我怕失去你。
If you were one drop of tear in my eye, I would never cry in case I’d lose you.

3．女人善变的是脸，男人善变的是心。
Women have a capricious face, while men a capricious heart.

4．在爱的世界里，没有谁对不起谁，只有谁不懂得珍惜谁。
There is no “sorry” but remorse for not cherishing him or her in the world of love.

falling in love with some1 who is my dream guy but not available now...

2009-09-27T23:57:00.000-07:00

很开心能遇见你。。。
虽然我们认识的日子很短，但是我们却经历很多很多别人不曾经历的。。。
一却都是由生活的点点滴滴开始，
经过一番你争我斗，
经过一番互相帮忙，
经过一番互相照顾，
经过一番互相关心，
经过一番互相倾述心事，
经过一番互相鼓励，
经过一番意外，
经过一番波波折折，
大家都不知不觉中被吸住了。。。
可能大家都是同样性格的人吧，
只要你开口说话，我就懂得你要说什么了。。。
在我伤心时，你很快地就发现我了。
我突然有一种感觉。。。
那就是你可能是我要找的人，
因为你是我见过那么多人之中最特别的一个。
很多方面我们都配合得来，
虽然我不敢肯定将来，
但是我希望我们将会有一条光明的道路。。。
我知道我们未必有结果，
我知道这条路会很难走，
我知道我可能会受伤，
但是我愿意尝试我前所未有的这些。。。
我相信你应该是值得让我赌一把的筹码！

我明白你有时身不由己，
我明白你也很难控制一切，
我明白你也是有矛盾的时候，
但是我相信时间和感觉会把大家的问题给解决。
我没要求什么，
只希望你明白我的心声。。。
我也会尝试去明白你的难处。。。

至今我都很模糊到底你那晚向我坦诚你对我的心声是对于否？？
如果大家都没开过口，
大家是否还是好朋友呢？
我们到底是对的开始还是错的开始？

为何爱情就那么为难人呢？
为何爱情可以痛苦也可以让你开心呢？
有缘遥远都能相聚。。。
无缘即使在身边也会分开的一天。。
我们到底是有缘还是无缘??
希望上天很快就给大家一个答案。。

真希望可以像其他情人般手牵手走街。。。。。。。。。
很想告述你我真的喜欢上你，
但是我必须考虑到你的压力，
我只好在这里告述你：“我真的已经喜欢上你了！”

谢谢你那么真心地对待我！！谢谢你对我的爱护！谢谢你的关心！谢谢你没有欺骗我！
我会珍惜一切！！！
Feelings are the most important thing ,character and behaviour.
Does she love you?Do you love her?
Mutual love is very difficult to be found so we should protect it and support it when it comes to our life.

my special sunday..

2009-06-23T07:13:00.000-07:00

i came bek to sp on sunday nite..
i reach my hostel at 11.30pm..
he came sp from buterworth at 12am after worked..
1pm v went for supper 2geter with rouwen too..
v went nasi kandar since all the restaurant were closed..
ard 2am v went bek to blm..
v chating n chating..
Ooops...
4am...
OOoopsss...5am
my clas for 2mrw was 8am
i need to prepare at 7am..
he unwillingness to went bek to buterwoth..
he wana to send me to campus n waited me untill my class finished at 12pm..
so...
he was waiting at outside in car...
afterward v went tesco with zhili a while..
then, he sent me bek to blm..
4pm he reached buterworth n went to office..
6pm he bek home n slept for 2 hours..
8pm he came again to sp to meet me..
duno how to describe him la...
then v went village mall to eat secret recipe as our dinner
1030pm bek to blm again..
v chating at playground until 3am..
he went bek to buterwotth n i was starting to prepare my mif sem exam for 2mrw..
4am only slept..
the next day nit wic is tonite..
he comes here again..
hav dinner at autumn...
.........................
..................................
continue the content next tome bcoz stil duno the next story
hehe..

so touching...

2009-06-20T12:23:00.000-07:00

v chating as usual juz now...
ard 5 hours 2nite
i asked a lot of questions to him
he stil love me even how i bad as i explain to him
i told him abt my past...my life...my secret...
he din mind abt my past..
but care abt my feeling for now..
his heart pain when im crying when express my past story n secret
im very touching..
i felt tat im a grey paper but he is a white paper..
he is too nice for me..
but he din care abt tat..
he said tat he juz love me..
he juz care abt future not past..
i felt tat im lucky to meet tis guy..
thx Mr.T to love me..
im starting to love u too..
but i wil maintain our frenship for now..
mayb very fast our frenship wil change into relationship..
soon..
ur expectation wil b achieved very fast...T

abt my decision..

2009-06-19T06:21:00.000-07:00

cum bek to my love story again..
i decide to leave LMK..
wil acept Mr.T...but still testing his heart...haha
i test him..i wan 999 roses since i heard de song in his car 2 days ago
guess how he reply me??
he wil try to get it for me...
i said tat it is imposible bcoz too much the quantity
but he'l find method too
finaly he decides to separate the quantity into 9 roses per day....101 days wil complete
so........
im waiting n c how he loves me...
mayb 1 day i'l acept him when he realy done his task as he promised
hahaa....
monday, tuesday n wed he came sp to meet me from bw
thursday he din cum bcoz of work
everyday v comunicate via phone ard 5 hours
he tells me his daily tasks everyday..
he is a cute guy actualy bcoz he is so shy to express his feeling
but 1 thing i like on him is his responsibility on everything include love, work n family
realy a good guy...
but im still thinking n thinking abt .......bla bla bla
y? realy? match? suitable?
recently he keeping cal n meet me,
im feel sweet n happy too
but duno y i stil dun wan to acpet him.........

confusing abt the current love LIM MING KHANG

2009-06-11T12:36:00.000-07:00

Mmmm...
how to describe him?
i know him in astro event during my work
im part time promoter..
he is organizer
uper level n lower level mgnt...
how to comunicate wit him
actualy im not dare to talk to him in begining
but..
he always smile n close to me..
sms n call me..
care my rest time..my lunch, dinner....during my work day
when im headache..he bought panadol for me..ask me drink more..
i know sumting wrong on him..not juz manager n employee between us..
i try to avoid..but
his action touching me
how..
i had bf b4 for 6 years
his exist damage me n tat bf
he told me his bad thing, sadness....
i juz counsel him as a fren for him
but..
he keeping finding me...meet me b4 n after work
1 day, i felt he is diferent
he is not so bad in deep
he mayb is gud bf
he told me everyting..
he alow me control him include his work even entertainment
he introduced me to his frens n collegeous
he brings me everywhere...even outstation
call me during working n driving
crying in front me
imagine a man wit good income can cry in front a gal..
how tat gal wil feel
im starting consider him n like him
im not so sure isz i had love wit him b4
but i can make sure tat i never cry bcoz of him
mayb our relationship not so deep
but tat past bf make me cry..
even nw, i oso can cry when thinking abt the past things
not bcoz im stil love him...mayb too long our relationship n v had love each other b4 n planing to marry..
ok...go bek to tis current LMK
he thrteat very very nice in the begining
im realy touching n try to accept him as my bf
aproximately 1 month plus...sumting changes
i always suspect him..ask tis n tat
v starting to argue
he din explain everything a lot even his personal life now
he juz asked me dun ask a lot dun ask a lot
juz say im busy..
so???
wat to do..
let it go
i wont contact him until he finds me
isz he is my bf now? or others?
but i can make sure tat i dun hav bf from now..
even v din break up yet bcoz he din say anyting yet
but in my heart...im single
lucky to know him or unluck?
im confused too

ANOTHER PART..
recently a guy Mr.T ...v keep contact everyday n every time
but juz fren la..
he know abt my situation too..
he also knows LMK
but not close
bcoz he also work in astro
duno v hav the chance to go closer??
no answer..
folow fate..
i dun wan to break the frenship in 1 day wit Mr.T
so i better maintain him as my fren enuf..
he threat me quite nice too la..
but stil not my 100% dream guy

to XX...

2009-04-16T07:16:00.000-07:00

nice to meet u...
nice to know u...
i'm always happy beside u..
even i had a negative image on u...
but...
im starting to enjoy chating with u, joking with u, smile 2geter....
im realy apreaciate all the hapiness tat u bring to me...
hope all of tis wil non-stop in my life..
mayb...mayb..mayb...i alrd a bit a bit xxxx u...
sumtime will missing the moment v play 2geter..
at last, i wana advise u take care ur health...
i dun wan to c u not feeling well...
ok?? try to reduce ur bad habits..
actualy i duno wat should i do now...
sumtime realy duno how to face u n him..
wory abt my wrong action and choice..
wory i'l regret..
wory tis n tat..
so...
isz im doing the correct way?
isz gud for me?
hope sumone can assist me in settle the problem..
if i never touching heart...everyting will b fine

down down down~~ pain...

2009-02-08T22:34:00.000-08:00

i love u>>>
love u too much until nearly lose u..
2 months ago u juz planing marry with me in tis end of year
u alrd discus wit parents..
both family arld agree
y sudenly change?
y everyting change after my exam n cny...
isz im too understand u until u cant face me???
if im blind, evryting wouldnt hapen..
y i like to think too much,...
y i like to check tis n tat?
y i force u to explain everything...
i hate myself...
i hate i inspect u..
y i always ask u tis n tat??
if i can do better..
if i can more care about u...
if i can listen to u, wat u needs..
if i try to listen...
if i try to satisfy u...
everyting wouldnt hapen
everyting are fine..
v'll marry soon..
but now...
i know ur bad things..
i make u cant face me..
i know tat u r regret n cant forgive urself..
but i alrd forgive u..
y u stil cant forgive urself
juz let the bad things passing...
i wil giv u time to adapt..
bcoz im stil love u even u did wrong..
plz dun think tat im very good n u r very terible..
nobody is 100% good..
every1 will do misrake in their life..
juz know how to turn back to "light way"..tats the most important...
i l0ve u..
i love u...
i know u want to be a good man in front of me...
but i can forgive u..
plz forgive urself so tat v can go back to past time..
im missing the memory...
HOPE U CAN RECOVER AS SOON AS POSSIBLE so tat v can love each other without any block and hurt...
i realy can forgive u..
plz forgive urself..
my family can forgive u too..

deepavali cultural nite and unity run

2008-11-08T02:16:00.000-08:00

yeasterday nite i went bek to sp..
to attend boring event~~
wic is deepavali cultural nite
it was hold in great hall me n li were forced to go there..
Uuu...
no chinese there..
only me n li..n oso batch 5 students
v only stay at there ard 10 min then went out d
v cant understand the performance..
afterward sure took few pic la b4 went bek..
i never make up tat up so look a bit tired la~~
hehe~~
ms.santhi asked us to wear long skirt in indian style..
so i wore tat long skirt..
damn ugly..
i dun like

on de way bek sp,
ms.santhi sms to li n asked us went to back stage..
haizzzz
v u-turn bek to campus again n parked the car
v helped her to serve the judges during the contest
930pm v had our dinner at leboss
very hungry...
urghhh
v ate main meal wit 2 line sides
totaly spent in the dinner is rm20.70

the next station is JAVA..
v went there bcoz v wana listen a fren's singing performance
wahhh..
he damn handsome n good in singing
ard 1230am the gathering was finished
i followed li bek her house
v online a while then slept at 230am

Rrringggg~~~
530am alarm was rang
very tired...
v wake up n prepare to go for unity run
630am v went to sport complex..
many participants, lecturers n staffs were there,
most of the participants were outsiders
few were old ppl,
they are quite healthy..
mine is category D
male should run for 10km while women r 7km,
v started to run once v heard a gun sound
v started at sport complex..
from there run a round in campus...
after tat, run to outside..
from guardhouse run to taman malinja's trafic light..
get a rope on our hands, then run bek to campus again..
when v reach sport complex, i thought our responsibilty finished..
oh my god, still nid to run a round in olympic lane..
finaly v finished it at 845am..
v started at 8am..
v took 45min to finish 7km trip
v were satisfy when v finish it..
the unbelievable is v still got prize!!!
wahaha~~~
v were too slow still can get prizes..
God bless us~

these r the prizes i won~~
prizes were prepared well to b distributed
these r lucky draw's prizes

the pic below are showing our situation in the run

..............
lazy to post the others pic such as paint ball, horse rising, mini bike...
quite tired 2day..

i was waiting the prizes n rushed bek to alor star at 1108am..
i hav interview at 12am
i was so stress tat moment,
i scare i'l miss the chance to interview,
i scare i'l leave a bad impresion if im late
sooooooo.....
i drove 140-150km/j in highway
finaly i reached mergong industry area at 1155am..
wahhh...
i reached 5 min earlier,
wakaka..
the sad thing was i didnt hav time to c my look in mirror,
my hair was messy ...
zzzzzzzzz...
i only know abt tat after i bek home!
anyways, i try my best to finish up all my tasks n activities on time..
tats enuf for me to try my best!
even i received terible's ppl msg n influnce my mood while i was driving bek on friday nie to sp
i was damn angry n pushed hard on the oil pedal to express my anger ..
but my anger also disapeared easily after i talked to li..
thx li!

i need freedom n peaceful

2008-11-06T23:58:00.000-08:00

next week is my mid term exam..
thursday n friday hav exam non-stop
but, i dont prepare at all
hope i can have a peace time next week
i'll try to offline next week to concentrate my revision
i had waste my holiday in doing stupid thing (write blog..msn..)
when i receive sumbody msg,
it made me low mood,
due to no mood to do revision..
now, im worry my exam!!!
plz...
help me!!
hope can get a peace moment from next week..

so stupid tat ppl

2008-11-06T23:04:00.001-08:00

juz now i receive the hate ppl's msg...
damn angry..
i duno how he read my comment
y he always do non sense
reali furkerrrrr
as i post in comment..
he always asked me to miss him,acompany him go out, think of him,put him ih my heart as the most imporatant ppl, try to avoid join him in group...
tats are wat he wan from me!
i never said he tackles me or wana b my bf,
i alrd hav bf n imposible like tis kind of ppl,
i juz threat his as a normal fren,
but after he viewed my comment,
he misunderstand my meaning again..
damn angryyyyyyyyyyyyy
now, i can understand zhili's mood at tat time
reali hate sum ppl always change my content!!
CB
TMD

free gift of sharp refrigerator

2008-11-06T05:02:00.000-08:00

2day i folow my mum to track in a refrigerator,
our old refrigerator was 15 years old d..
last few days spoilt d,
my french fries was gone bcoz no refrigerator for few days..
my mum asks my opinion to choose the most suitable refrigerator for our home
finally v choose Sharp brand,
it is cost rm1380,
but the boss sold us at rm1250..
very cheap..
the boss gave us a set of cup as free gift,
it was offered by sharp company..
starting,
i thought is normal cup n noting special..
when i 1st time use the cup to hav a drink..
wahhhh...
so siok leh,
got sound came from the cup,
if the cup is in chicken pic, then it is "helloooo...cock cock cock cock"
so fuuny~~
if the cup is in frog pic, it is "hellooo..,oxx oxx..."
haha~~~~ha
u can hear the funny sound when u shanke ur cup
faster to get it if ur refrigerator is old d..
the free gift is offered from november until december
while stock last..
remember Sharp brand

Free-IQTest.net

2008-11-06T04:22:00.001-08:00

Free-IQTest.net - Free IQ Test

expression!!!! explanation!!!

2008-11-05T04:24:00.000-08:00

i didnt c his blog b4 he deleted it
acording to him,
he wrote tat he lost everyting bcoz of her including me(told by him)
plzzzz....
dun make a lie in blog
i angry n argue with him not bcoz her
tat day,
he sudenly complaint to me tat she didnt forgive him n reply his msg
i no more energy to advise him
so, i told him"i cant do anyting"
after tat, his mood is very bad
i try to control myself
let him express himself
i didnt bother him
but,
he keeping talked my bad
he said i was utilizing him,
i only find him when i needed his help
he asked me whether got think abt him when i bek hometown,
wheter i prefer to join with hui than him
wheter she is more imporatant than him ...
i was damn angry at tat time
he n me juz a fren
y should compare wic 1 is more close to me
if i utilizing him,
y i waste my time talk to him, listen to him, sms with him, advise him
the more terible is: he listed down all the things that he helped me b4
for wat?
how cum a fren so kira?
can list down wat he done for me?
i never asked him to do it
he wan me threat him like "bf" bcoz he wan go out wit me
i always rejected
but i had join in group rather than alone wit him
i angry him bcoz he blamed me
he blamed i utilizing him
he blamed my bf childish bcoz bf wil dislike i join him alone
he never think my feeling
he damn selfish
i hate him
i tried to help him to change his image in others' mind
i reali threat him as my fren
i can share my thing with him
but he said i was utilizing him
so...
i was super angry
i decided to delete tis fren from my fren list

i scolded him
i decided to cut my frenship wit him

thx to view it

tear of my bb

2008-11-05T00:59:00.000-08:00

tear is a kind of liquid wic came out from our eyes
tear is worthless
tear is no cost
tear is meaningful
it represents bb's feeling
it is a symbol of warm and care
a tear rolled down his face
it makes me bliss
it makes me pain
it makes me satisfy
it makes me appreaciate
it makes me contented
i love my bb's tear
his tear develops our relationship
it develops our consensus
it maintains our love
I LOVE U

frens cuming my hometown

2008-11-04T02:36:00.000-08:00

ring ring ring~~~
10am a call from chin hing industry
a maly woman's voice
"sini adalah chin hing, saya nak confirm u boleh pi sabtu interview tak?"
i asked her to change my interview date bcoz i hav unity run on tat day
shit...
tat stupid malay reply me~~
"kalau u tak boleh datang, saya juga tak boleh buat apa"
shit la..
wat attitude?
wat kind of service?
sure gona b fried in future

11am~~
a msg from hui is received
"im cuming as...meet u later"
i reply him "wit who?karate"
hui:"no..a fren...eat lumch 2geter"
so secretly..
mayb is tat ppl la
i reply him"is chan?"
hui:"yes..haha...juz hav a lunch only...come out la.."
me:"Mmm...can, but u must sit bsidce me...dun let him sit close to me"
hui:"ok"

1230pm, v meet at alor star mall
v had our lunch at HUA TUO GUAN
i ate prawn mee n laksa,
hui ate fried rice n laksa
chan ate rice n wantan mee

afterward, v went temple at simpang kuala but hvnt open yet
then went pacific
~~~
juz walk around
noting special there
finaly i sugest play game a while
me n hui played gun game
haha~
he game over 1st,
im only game over
yeah~~

hui asked me bring them to sum where hav food stalls
so, i introduce jalan putra means no.2 street
they ate koey teow teng
i ate char koey kak
not nice de
beter ask koey teow teng
lolz..
haizzz

415pm~
last station is telecom
so hot the wheater
mmm..
sit at there 15 min n took a pic wit hui
post next time coz the pic wit hui
hehe~~

430pm~
bek home leh
bye bye

bbq bcome clubing

2008-11-04T00:56:00.001-08:00

saturday nite i went bbq party wit bf

his fren's bb was full month
10pm reach there
there is noting
nothing at all
few ppl were there
v need to build up the fire ourself
the guys were starting to do their tasks together
blow the charcoal 1 by 1
after 1 hour..
1115pm the fire was stable

yeah..c the fire??

b4 started the bbq
they did a stupid joke
they held an open ceremony
use newspaper as flower
idiot...
haha

every1 was busy to roast the chic wing

tis chic wing is roasted by bf
damn nice the balancing of temparature n colour
wah..
his frens asked him to sell chic wing at nite market
hehe..
so pro..
he was very serious while roast the chic wing

bside tat,
they also drunk a lot
1 pack of tiger,
3 tequilas,
3 mini tequilas..
so crazy they al

they mixed 7up, tequila, lemon, salt 2geter

sum ppl were drunk..
sum ppl still aware..

let me introduce him,
he named "pong sai"
he was drunk d..
is super drunk
his fren carried him into the house
he non-stop calling "top cigrate" while drunk
the cigrates were finish
but he still calling
no choice..
finaly. they play a joke wit him
they gave him a tisue paper n roll it into a stick
he reali smoke it..
but said tis cigrate is "cheap"
he wan "top cigrate"
finaly, he threw it
then, they keeping joke wit him
they gave him a pen n said tis is made from england
"the top in england"
he smoke it n said got plastic favor
threw it again..
haha...
c how he reali drunk..

230am the bbq was finished,
i was very sleepy
but..
those who drink were very high
they wana continue to drink further
they planed to go clubing
buterworth's pub were closed d
they wana stay at pub till 6am
they decided to go kulim
all were crazy

the more terible is bf
he oso wana folow them went kulim
i need to sent him there n bek

wah....drunk ppl drive too fast
the way from tambun to kulim is dark n all are slope of hill
like the way to genting
i was drive a hilux n lap very fast to folow their car
bcoz i duno how to go the pub

20min later v reached there
so many ppl there
old ppl, young ppl,siamese, adult...
damn complicated there..
i saw few old man wit a young couple..
like tat oso can..
haiz...

few of his frens went there n slept
few continue drinking
few dancing
me...
so bored n tired..
siting there n watch around..
closed my eyes rest a while..

he is ah hua
alrd drunk
he did a weird action in front me..
i think he duno wat he done
haha~~
he get a ice cube to put inside his carlsberg
actualy is normal la but he did in slow slow slow motion
lolz...
i duno wheter he is aware or dreaming tat moment
haha..

my tired n sleepy face..
eyes cant fully open d
bf's face was red
drink a lot
but i never touch any alcohol drink at all loh

430am~~
i decide to went bek
too sleepy
still need to drive in dark road
so dangerous
the road is very dark, silent,
seldom ppl will pass there
both side are palm field, ruber estate..

5am reach home
directly lying down n slept till 10am
not dare to continue my sleep
waiting hui's call
waiting~~~
waiting~~~
1230pm li called me..
v planned to go pg

after bath n make up
went out again
straightly went pg met them
hui is the driver
jimmy sat in front
li n another 3 guys sat bhind
imagine how they sit~~
hmm..
like sardin fish
lolz~~
i think if i join them went pg as planed early
sure no vacancy for me to pack
1 ppl wil sacrifice
duno who la..
sure not the 3 guys
mayb me la
bcoz they planed early d
im the last person to b informed

fortunately bf wana folow me went there
so, he drive too
2 cars of us were travel at pg

v went in front komtar ate chic rice
jimmy introduce de
quite tasty the taste
i'll cum again nex time

then, the next destination is gurney
v went red box
every1 was charged rm30
9 ppl mof us sing in the room
there hav 3 microphones there
1 got bit problem

most of the pic was taken by li
post the rest pic next time when i collect all the pic from hui n li

monday 830am ~~
on de way to bus station
bek hometown by bus
tired face since played 2 days n seriously lack of sleep
Zzzz~~~
dada~~

-^-

2008-10-31T10:48:00.000-07:00

my holiday is started by sadness,

disapointed,

helpless,

blameness,
argument,
unhappy,
angry,
hate,
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helpless...

2008-10-31T07:22:00.000-07:00

why human like to make trouble themselves?
why human cant live in peaceful?
why human like to share their grief to others?
why human like to express their painful to others?
why human like to bring troubles to around?
why human like to think negatively?
why human cant talk nicely?
why human is so impulsive?
why human such meany?
I DUN LIKE TIS TREATMENT HAPPEN ON ME..
why human like to think useless?
why human like to blame others?
why human cant think positive?
why human talk without processed by brain?
why human like to talk by their buttock?
why human like to break their frenship themselves?
why human duno appreciate their existing life?
IF I UTILIZE U, I WOULDNT SMS,CHATING...WITH U
AFTER UTILIZING,JUZ DUN BOTHER U ENUF!!!

holiday again~~~happy or boring?

2008-10-31T04:05:00.000-07:00

my holiday is coming again
yeah~~
start from 2day,
i have 1 week holiday
it is my mid sem break
im planning my schedule in tis holiday
..................
.............................
2mrw i'll go penang to meet my bf
he asked me acompanies him
sunday is his off day
so...
sat n sunday i'll stay at tambun with bf

monday n tuesday i'll join my good frens
v r having a relaxing at penang
v'll stay at batu feringgi
v'll go karaoke and eat steamboat..
my fren has plan the activities
wahhh...
so excited while thinking it

tuesday i'll go bek my hometown
then start my hell life==> study for exam
haizzz...
so boring
so helpless..
so pity la me
y my exam, asgmnt cant finish..
juz finish tis then tat cuming alrd
no choice
wat to do?
study is like tat
nvm...
knowledge is our income
i can gain more money if i study more
i'll try to continue my highest study

ok~~
come bek to plan 1st
haha...
start from tuesday,
i'll do revision at home

tues n wed---study operation mgnt
thurs n fri---study mktg com

friday nite must go bek to sp again
haizz...
i have participate unity run on saturday morning
630am must reach aimst sport complex

1 week holiday is too less for me
it is too pack
exam is cuming!!!
shit..

good luck for me

7teen cafe lunch

2008-10-31T03:31:00.000-07:00

is me~
zhi li~

yesterday is my 1st day went bek to campus after deepavali holiday
after finishing my class
i went 7teen cafe with zhi li
v planned to have our lunch by having rm10 rebate if spend mur than rm30 in single receipt
haha...
v were so excited
i ordered tomyam rice with lemon juice n a dessert
zhi li ordered fish meal with a juice n dessert
it is costly rm 6.50 per set
it is only can obtain in afternun
after v ordered our meals..
v planned to order sum extra food..
v r so greedy..
v ordered a set meal wic is special offer in afternun too
there are coleslaw, hotdog wit wedges n french fries
it only cost rm10..
it is too cheap
~~~~~
v starting counting the total price v were ordered
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rm 22.50
rm30 - 22.50 = 7.50
lack 7.50 only can use the voucher
haha
v starting to eat tis n tat..
c our foods

tis is the voucher

the tomyam prawn is not fresh
so, i didnt finish it

v r too full n unable to continue ordering more foods
finaly v sugest to invite our frens to finish up

half an hour later
ping was arrived...
he only ordered a glass of juice
haizz..

at the last,
v failed our plan
v didnt use the voucher
2day is the due day

anyway, v were having a great lunch yesterday
T_T

EXTRA information

mushroom

7teen is a nice place to hang out
v like to enjoy at there
wifi is available
service is perfect
reasonable price

u all can visit if hav chance
thx

点点滴滴

2008-10-29T01:54:00.000-07:00

今天妈妈不知为何提起翰。。
韩上个月突然和我联络，他要求我去槟城与他见面。我一口气就拒绝了因为我没那个胆量。他似乎有点不开心接着就关电话啦。没多久，他的电话又来了。我们聊了一段时间。他不否认他有女朋友，但是他不爱和我聊他的女朋友的事情。他只想知道我的状况，问候我，也问候我的感情生活，父母亲等等。几星期后,他竟然回来亚罗士打。他约我出来见见面,说邀请我吃东西. 但是我有点害怕,所以建议他来我家找我.在电话中,我问他在哪里,是不是到亚罗士打了.他回我说他在我心里.我突然感觉他不是我以前认识的翰,他变得很会说话.他现成是一位保健品的销售员.
当天,他没和我聊私事,他只是介绍他的产品,聊了两小时,我妈回来了.他也介绍产品给我妈认识.之后,就回了因为赶时间的关系.依我的看法,他见我是为了公事,但我妈说是借口.因为当初他要求我不要透露给我妈知道他要求与我见面的事.他曾经是我的爱人,也曾经是伤害我的人.我和他的相识很奇妙.六七年前,我和同学们搞个槟城一日游.由于缺乏人数,所以同学就邀请别小的朋友一起去玩.同学使用学校的公共电话打电话邀请她的朋友的.当时是早上六点半,她担心翰的母亲接电话,所以我帮她接听.怎知拿起电话的是翰,我就把电话递给她.翰答应会帮她问看是否他学校有兴趣参加.
隔天,事情发生了. 我的同学告述我说...翰要我的电话号码.我叫我的同学千万不可以给因为我完全不认识翰,也没见过他.第三天,我的同学很不耐烦地说他已经给韩了因为翰整个下午都打电话烦她,让她不能睡觉.我的同学保留了最后一个号码.我以为会没事,怎知第三天,我独自去夜市场, 他和一个朋友也是我小学的朋友走向我的方向,他叫我时我很惊讶, 因为当时我不懂它是谁.当她告述我说它是翰,我才想起就是那个要我电话的翰.无可否认,我当时被她的外表吸引.我很好奇为何他一直要认识我,他告述我说在他学校里时常会听到我的名.理由很简单.接着,我们第一次偷偷出来见面,我好怕当他第一次牵我的手.又担心熟人碰见,我家人不肯让我拍拖因为我才中四.我们也参加了所谓的槟城一日游.在槟城,我们很开心的牵手拍拖因为不怕有熟人.万万想不到,我妹的朋友竟然碰见了我.她告述我妹,我妈知道了就问起我,我一直否认.在我妈的怀疑之下,我妈说要见翰.后来,翰来我家见我妈,我们也正式在一起.起初,我们的爱情是甜蜜的.我也见过他家人.他母亲是个患有绝症的人,她满喜欢我因为我会读书. 翰是个不爱读书的人.当时的我真是年少无知.久了,我被翰影响,我跟着他逃学,不读书,我的成绩一落千丈.我母亲为我流了好多泪,他母亲也不再喜欢我了.接下来的日子,我们一直吵吵闹闹.开心的日子也渐渐减少了. 我也慢慢地变成另一个自暴自弃的女孩,整天苦果脸的样子.有一天,阿姨带我妈去拜神,保佑我有心求学.晴天霹雳的事情发生了,佛祖说我中降头.他无法帮我解降因为发力不够.我妈听了很担心,四处寻人求救.我妈一共带了我去三个地方,我才慢慢恢复正常.据说,我被他妈下了两次降头,一次是要我喜欢她儿子,一次是要我和他分手.当我从鬼门关回来时,我很害怕见他妈,但我又不能告述他是他妈做我的.我只告述他有人下我降头而已.岂料,她妈大发雷霆地骂我还问我是谁下降头,我当时留着眼泪带着伤口不出声.翰即使拉着他妈还安护我.很明显他妈是做贼心虚. 在这一年半,我看尽了他家人的脸色.因为,在他家人心里,我是坏女人.因为我,翰得罪了他妈,她妈要求韩和我分手,不然就不认她做儿子.终于,一天他妈去世了,我也礼貌上拜祭他.十七岁的我真得很害怕他做鬼来害我.因为,神告述我他第二次下降头要让我死去.最终,我被很多师傅就回来,我没死到.他去世没多久,翰被安排到吉隆玻读书,从此我们没联络.那间学校很奇怪,不准带电话进去.我在家等他的消息,哭了好多天....一星期后,我收到他的信,一个月后他有假期,他告述我学校的生活.在我最伤心的时间,顺出现了.他是我现任的男朋友. 他安慰我,还一直鼓励我,甚至从槟城来我家见我. 他的包容,关怀,疼爱,迁就,让我给打动了.长痛不如短痛,我决定要和翰分手.在心理,我有提到顺的出现,但是翰说一切等他回来再谈.一个月后,她若无其事地来我家见我,我和他出门的目的是要跟他分手.最后,我忍着痛提出做会朋友,他问我是不是考虑清楚了.我流着泪不出声,她也含着泪把我送她的东西还回我,在哭哭啼啼的情况下,我们终于分手了.出乎我意料的是他竟然流泪,因为他曾经提出分手很多次了.分手后,我们也没联络了,偶尔碰巧遇见,只是问候而已.听说他也有了女朋友.最近,她主动联络我让我很吃惊. 那只是保留一小段时间. 自今,他有何目的...我妈三番四次劝我不要和他联络上,因为马担心我会吃回头草,将来我会吃很多苦.因为我不会受翰家人认同,也没有经济能力,她家庭背景不大好.跟着他,我不会幸福.为了将来的幸福,我会珍惜现在. 顺对我是无话可说了,我也不可以辜负他.顺付出的实在太多了.在我有病时,他的不离不去让我很感动.

new photo to b used in my interview

2008-10-28T04:08:00.000-07:00

C my new photo in short hair

i purposely wear blouse to suit the coat

i'll use it in my resume

hopefully the interviewers are willing to hire me when c tis photo

so graceful ..

haha

actualy im rude

to a special fren

2008-10-28T03:59:00.000-07:00

y he is a special fren??

bcoz he is pitty??

nice??

helpful??

wat ever la..

he helps me a lot in my assgmt, daily work, etc

thx a lot

every time i hav problems,

he'll settle for me imediately

thx again

BUT

sumtime he is a bit bore~~

im impatient when he calls me in frequently

or im busy..

BUT

he realy helps me a lot than bring troubles to me

so, thx again!!

SPECIAL frean

Haha

boring and busy day

2008-10-28T03:25:00.000-07:00

10am i wake up

after washing up

preparing to start a busy day

i went registration department to apply a new Mycard

all my personal things were lost in snatch case

so many ppl there...

haizzzz...

waiting!!

SATU ENAM DUA!

162!

yeah..

is me..

i steps to the counter no.3

i show her my report cert..

tis is my nd time lost my ic..

~~~~~

Oh oh..

the system got problem..

she asked me wait a while

1 hour later..

i confirm again wit her,

she told tat she need to update my file from main branch

i ask permission from her to leave 1 hour to hav my lunch

i go city plaza eat my favourite chicken rice

very delicious..

but they didnt operate busines 2day..

so unlucky

finaly i ate siam fried rice

after my lunch i went public bank wic is near to ct plaza

i gona to withdraw my money and cancel my atm card

haizz...

1 more unlucky thing hapen again

the teller not allow me to withdraw n cancel my atm card

bcoz i dun hav mycard

she asked me go to the public bank wic i open account last time

~~~~~

driving car bek registration department again to continue apply my ic

yeah..

my file was sucesful updated

i took a photo at there..

Oh oh..

im look bcome short hair in my ic

bcoz she asked me to put my hair bhind

nvm la...

i settle 1 thing d

stil hav 3 things to do

driving again~~to bank simpanan nasional

i gona to apply a new debit and atm card

half an hour i settle it

haha~~

~~~

2 more things to do

driving again~~to public bank

walaooo..

crowded!!

but tis bank is very good bcoz their service is very fast.

i finished up within 20 minutes only..

i withdraw my money n cancel atm card

the last 1~~

driving to cimb

i direct go to customer service..

10 minutes i apply a new atm card..

very fast even through there are many ppl

i like it

CIMB is the best bank in malaysia

it has a large oportunity in future

Wahh...

430pm alrd..

very tired to walk here n rush there

a miraculous..

2008-10-28T03:12:00.000-07:00

last week my aunty came my house

my mum n her were chating at outside

i was noting to do and kepoh

i stand bside them to listen wat they talked

while listening,my eyes were look on the sky

i was watching the moonlight

the moon was very beautiful

there was a colouful circle like rainbow around the moon

i imediately took a photo by my hp

Wahh...

i was shocked

the colorful circle was not inside in my hp

mayb it was too far..

but wat can i c in my hp??

C!!!

so cute leh??

there was a "qi zai" below the moon

there had a nose n 2 eyes

i rushed into my house to ask my sis came out

she was also took a photo but she finally cant take tat "miraculous"

mayb the clouds were shifting

mayb she didnt hav the luck

???

my new bag

2008-10-28T03:00:00.000-07:00

i went butterworth to bought a bag last sunday

tis is a pic of my new bag

i love it so much

there are 2 ways of carrying..

either wit ur small hands or hang up by a long string

can avoid snatch again

haha

actually i gonna buy a wallet not bag..

haizz..

finaly bought bag not wallet

next month i only bought wallet bcoz no$$

home made cake

2008-10-28T02:47:00.000-07:00

my sis bought some ingredients to bake a choco cake last sat..

there r choco favour, flour,egg, sugar, butter...etc

she was preparing for her bf's bd

me n mum were help her in most of the processes

bzoc tis was 1st time she baked cake

c!!!

wah!!

nice leh???

decorated by me..

all the surface of cake was done by my hand

the cream was also done by me

tis was my 2nd time to bake a bd cake

quite successful

wakaka...

yahooooo...result release

2008-10-19T07:58:00.000-07:00

thursday is fulled of happiness..
y??
bcoz finaly result was released..
very happy till i 4get the snatch case

me, li, suha n sharmini were waiting in study area..
i counted down at there..
Ding Ding Ding...3pm was reached
me, li n sharmini went 2 admin building..
Wah...many ppl were line up..

i was stress n worry..
i worry i cant get dean list since my fren told me tat there many ppl failed in opearation mgnt paper...
waiting n waiting..
at last i got my result..
i share my result wit wei sim..
she told me tat i get dean list..

i got shocked n dun know how to describe my hapiness..
zhi li's result not bad,,,
she quite satisfied to her result bcoz improve a lot..

i'll maintain it till i graduate

aimst convo

2008-10-19T07:46:00.000-07:00

the next day is wednesday...
oso my fren's convo day..
zhi li came my blm house fetched me 2 campus
v went there 2 meet our frens who r vi king n chin
v wana sent our flowers 2 them n congratulate 2 them..
the flowers were packed by ourself..

sum of my frens were asking my "experience"..
i explained the snatch process..explained n explained again to many frens...
i did like talked story 2 them from wed till thursday..

bad luck was overed...good luck is coming~~~

2008-10-19T04:03:00.000-07:00

Tuesday~~14th oct
i was driving bek 2 sp...
y??
bvcoz of my fren's convo
i went bek there 2 bought flower..
zhi li n rouwen were waiting me in vilage mall
when i parked my car bside vilage mall's pizza hut which is near 2 roadside
wat i did at tat moment?
sure...should be cum down from ,y car, locked my car, then put my car key into my FILA bag
while i were walking in2 vilage mall..
my bad luck was starting near 2 me
2 malay fuck guys were snatched my handbag by motorbike from my right side
they drove very fast from behind n snatched my bag..
any1 helped me at tat moment?
i screamed n cried then falled down..
my FILA handbag wic is lovely bag, BUM purse, RM360, 2 ATM card, 1 debit card, 1 petrol card worth RM300,car key, member cards(jusco, tesco, pacific,popular...resits) all gone !!!
i couldnt c the motorbike's plat no. even through i quickly stand up from floor without care abt my pain on my leg, hands and waist
i was very angry n frighten tis kind of thing can hapen with me at short time..
??? only few minutes walk out from car..
i gonna kill the malay guys..
luckily my hp was taken on my hand..
i took over the hp from floor 2 called zhi li..
they came out from village mal to meet me..
rouwen sent me to hospital n police station..
v waste 2 hours at there..
my parents n sis came from alor star 2 c my condition n gave me my car's spare key
Opp...1 more ppl i left...who is run hui..
he helped me look out my car bcoz the snatcher have my car key..
my laptop was inside he car..
THX to zhi li, rouwen n runhui..
they helped me a lot in tis case..
thx my frens..

after came bek from police station,
my parents sent me bek 2 blm
my mum boiled me a cup of hot choco
ard 11pm they only bek alor star
b4 my mum bek,
she gave me rm200 but i rejected bcoz i scared lost again..
finaly i receive rm150

i cant sleep well whole nite..
i watched movie till 3am
athen only prepared 2 sleep but the snatch was flowed in my mind..how it started, ow i falled down, and how the process in hospital n police station...
i cant cool down in the dark n peace nite..
i starting cried n cried till 4am

tats my tuesday's experience
i love my mum...
she care abt me n love me
she never scold me..
she tried 2 satisfied watever i need..

Because of u..

2008-10-14T00:48:00.000-07:00

Because of you
my world is now whole,
Because of you
love lives in my soul.
Because of you
I have laughter in my eyes,
Because of you
I am no longer afraid of good-byes.
You are my pillarmy stone of strength,
With me through all seasonsand great times of length.
My love for you is pure boundless through space and time,
it grows stronger everyday with the knowledge that you'll always be mine.
At the altar I will joyously say 'I do',
for I have it all nowand
it's all because of you.

Rest at home

2008-10-12T21:05:00.000-07:00

my clss canceled 2day...
no clas 2day...
noting 2 do...
not going bek 2 sp...
stay at home bcum a lazy worm..

sudenly hav mood 2 write bored blog..
2 days later is my fen,vk's convo..
i dcide 2 buy some flowers 2 visit him becoz he asked me 2 go..
sumur he realy is a nice guy..
he is working in an usa company..
his payment is nearly rm3000 lo..
he direct get his position without training wic is proces enginer..
sai lei loh...
after heard his plan in tis few years through phone..
i quite admire him..

now im thinking wat flower should i buy 2 represent my admirable 2 him
2 days later i'l write a blog again...haha...
tis is abt the convo..

bye bye..

yeah...jus create a new blog

2008-10-11T01:34:00.000-07:00

Mmmmm......
duno wat 2 say abt 2day..
my bf is sick 2day...
later i drive 2 penang...
b4 tat, i dcide driv 2 blm then he cums there 2 fetch me...
now, he is sick...no choice...

a bit wory my result..
mayb monday result wil release..
im worying tat i cant achive my target(dean list)
i heard tat finance students gav many dean lists sudent in tis sem..

last sem, mktg students hav more A than finance studets...
tat MR.A who is finance lecturer disatisfied n complaint 2 exam division..
more terible is tat MR.A gave warning to mktg lecturers so tat they dun giv A to us easily...
WAT'S WRONG???
y v cant obtain A if v do well in exam..
v study hard 4 wat?
juz simply 4 fun?
MR.A's behave wil influence my result n job career in future...
i hate it...
i scare my dream cant b realize...

after i heard tis al complaints from mktg lecturers such as MR,S n MS.S..
i dcide to put more effort..
finaly my exam week was finished...
i look over all my papers n answers...
tis is high probability to get dean list..
i believe my assesment...
every sem i assess my result quite accurate..

but, when i heard a lot of dean lists from finance, sumore there doesnt hav any special news from mktg students...i quite worry from tat moment

anyway, i can prove aimst business quality in next week..
tat is very unfair if exam marking is not going equality.
T*T