down down down~~ pain...

i love u>>>
love u too much until nearly lose u..
2 months ago u juz planing marry with me in tis end of year
u alrd discus wit parents..
both family arld agree
y sudenly change?
y everyting change after my exam n cny...
isz im too understand u until u cant face me???
if im blind, evryting wouldnt hapen..
y i like to think too much,...
y i like to check tis n tat?
y i force u to explain everything...
i hate myself...
i hate i inspect u..
y i always ask u tis n tat??
if i can do better..
if i can more care about u...
if i can listen to u, wat u needs..
if i try to listen...
if i try to satisfy u...
everyting wouldnt hapen
everyting are fine..
v'll marry soon..
but now...
i know ur bad things..
i make u cant face me..
i know tat u r regret n cant forgive urself..
but i alrd forgive u..
y u stil cant forgive urself
juz let the bad things passing...
i wil giv u time to adapt..
bcoz im stil love u even u did wrong..
plz dun think tat im very good n u r very terible..
nobody is 100% good..
every1 will do misrake in their life..
juz know how to turn back to "light way"..tats the most important...
i l0ve u..
i love u...
i know u want to be a good man in front of me...
but i can forgive u..
plz forgive urself so tat v can go back to past time..
im missing the memory...
HOPE U CAN RECOVER AS SOON AS POSSIBLE so tat v can love each other without any block and hurt...
i realy can forgive u..
plz forgive urself..
my family can forgive u too..