my special sunday..

i came bek to sp on sunday nite..
i reach my hostel at 11.30pm..
he came sp from buterworth at 12am after worked..
1pm v went for supper 2geter with rouwen too..
v went nasi kandar since all the restaurant were closed..
ard 2am v went bek to blm..
v chating n chating..
Ooops...
4am...
OOoopsss...5am
my clas for 2mrw was 8am
i need to prepare at 7am..
he unwillingness to went bek to buterwoth..
he wana to send me to campus n waited me untill my class finished at 12pm..
so...
he was waiting at outside in car...
afterward v went tesco with zhili a while..
then, he sent me bek to blm..
4pm he reached buterworth n went to office..
6pm he bek home n slept for 2 hours..
8pm he came again to sp to meet me..
duno how to describe him la...
then v went village mall to eat secret recipe as our dinner
1030pm bek to blm again..
v chating at playground until 3am..
he went bek to buterwotth n i was starting to prepare my mif sem exam for 2mrw..
4am only slept..
the next day nit wic is tonite..
he comes here again..
hav dinner at autumn...
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continue the content next tome bcoz stil duno the next story
hehe..

so touching...

v chating as usual juz now...
ard 5 hours 2nite
i asked a lot of questions to him
he stil love me even how i bad as i explain to him
i told him abt my past...my life...my secret...
he din mind abt my past..
but care abt my feeling for now..
his heart pain when im crying when express my past story n secret
im very touching..
i felt tat im a grey paper but he is a white paper..
he is too nice for me..
but he din care abt tat..
he said tat he juz love me..
he juz care abt future not past..
i felt tat im lucky to meet tis guy..
thx Mr.T to love me..
im starting to love u too..
but i wil maintain our frenship for now..
mayb very fast our frenship wil change into relationship..
soon..
ur expectation wil b achieved very fast...T

abt my decision..

cum bek to my love story again..
i decide to leave LMK..
wil acept Mr.T...but still testing his heart...haha
i test him..i wan 999 roses since i heard de song in his car 2 days ago
guess how he reply me??
he wil try to get it for me...
i said tat it is imposible bcoz too much the quantity
but he'l find method too
finaly he decides to separate the quantity into 9 roses per day....101 days wil complete
so........
im waiting n c how he loves me...
mayb 1 day i'l acept him when he realy done his task as he promised
hahaa....
monday, tuesday n wed he came sp to meet me from bw
thursday he din cum bcoz of work
everyday v comunicate via phone ard 5 hours
he tells me his daily tasks everyday..
he is a cute guy actualy bcoz he is so shy to express his feeling
but 1 thing i like on him is his responsibility on everything include love, work n family
realy a good guy...
but im still thinking n thinking abt .......bla bla bla
y? realy? match? suitable?
recently he keeping cal n meet me,
im feel sweet n happy too
but duno y i stil dun wan to acpet him.........

confusing abt the current love LIM MING KHANG

Mmmm...
how to describe him?
i know him in astro event during my work
im part time promoter..
he is organizer
uper level n lower level mgnt...
how to comunicate wit him
actualy im not dare to talk to him in begining
but..
he always smile n close to me..
sms n call me..
care my rest time..my lunch, dinner....during my work day
when im headache..he bought panadol for me..ask me drink more..
i know sumting wrong on him..not juz manager n employee between us..
i try to avoid..but
his action touching me
how..
i had bf b4 for 6 years
his exist damage me n tat bf
he told me his bad thing, sadness....
i juz counsel him as a fren for him
but..
he keeping finding me...meet me b4 n after work
1 day, i felt he is diferent
he is not so bad in deep
he mayb is gud bf
he told me everyting..
he alow me control him include his work even entertainment
he introduced me to his frens n collegeous
he brings me everywhere...even outstation
call me during working n driving
crying in front me
imagine a man wit good income can cry in front a gal..
how tat gal wil feel
im starting consider him n like him
im not so sure isz i had love wit him b4
but i can make sure tat i never cry bcoz of him
mayb our relationship not so deep
but tat past bf make me cry..
even nw, i oso can cry when thinking abt the past things
not bcoz im stil love him...mayb too long our relationship n v had love each other b4 n planing to marry..
ok...go bek to tis current LMK
he thrteat very very nice in the begining
im realy touching n try to accept him as my bf
aproximately 1 month plus...sumting changes
i always suspect him..ask tis n tat
v starting to argue
he din explain everything a lot even his personal life now
he juz asked me dun ask a lot dun ask a lot
juz say im busy..
so???
wat to do..
let it go
i wont contact him until he finds me
isz he is my bf now? or others?
but i can make sure tat i dun hav bf from now..
even v din break up yet bcoz he din say anyting yet
but in my heart...im single
lucky to know him or unluck?
im confused too


ANOTHER PART..
recently a guy Mr.T ...v keep contact everyday n every time
but juz fren la..
he know abt my situation too..
he also knows LMK
but not close
bcoz he also work in astro
duno v hav the chance to go closer??
no answer..
folow fate..
i dun wan to break the frenship in 1 day wit Mr.T
so i better maintain him as my fren enuf..
he threat me quite nice too la..
but stil not my 100% dream guy