Mmmm...
how to describe him?
i know him in astro event during my work
im part time promoter..
he is organizer
uper level n lower level mgnt...
how to comunicate wit him
actualy im not dare to talk to him in begining
but..
he always smile n close to me..
sms n call me..
care my rest time..my lunch, dinner....during my work day
when im headache..he bought panadol for me..ask me drink more..
i know sumting wrong on him..not juz manager n employee between us..
i try to avoid..but
his action touching me
how..
i had bf b4 for 6 years
his exist damage me n tat bf
he told me his bad thing, sadness....
i juz counsel him as a fren for him
but..
he keeping finding me...meet me b4 n after work
1 day, i felt he is diferent
he is not so bad in deep
he mayb is gud bf
he told me everyting..
he alow me control him include his work even entertainment
he introduced me to his frens n collegeous
he brings me everywhere...even outstation
call me during working n driving
crying in front me
imagine a man wit good income can cry in front a gal..
how tat gal wil feel
im starting consider him n like him
im not so sure isz i had love wit him b4
but i can make sure tat i never cry bcoz of him
mayb our relationship not so deep
but tat past bf make me cry..
even nw, i oso can cry when thinking abt the past things
not bcoz im stil love him...mayb too long our relationship n v had love each other b4 n planing to marry..
ok...go bek to tis current LMK
he thrteat very very nice in the begining
im realy touching n try to accept him as my bf
aproximately 1 month plus...sumting changes
i always suspect him..ask tis n tat
v starting to argue
he din explain everything a lot even his personal life now
he juz asked me dun ask a lot dun ask a lot
juz say im busy..
so???
wat to do..
let it go
i wont contact him until he finds me
isz he is my bf now? or others?
but i can make sure tat i dun hav bf from now..
even v din break up yet bcoz he din say anyting yet
but in my heart...im single
lucky to know him or unluck?
im confused too
ANOTHER PART..
recently a guy Mr.T ...v keep contact everyday n every time
but juz fren la..
he know abt my situation too..
he also knows LMK
but not close
bcoz he also work in astro
duno v hav the chance to go closer??
no answer..
folow fate..
i dun wan to break the frenship in 1 day wit Mr.T
so i better maintain him as my fren enuf..
he threat me quite nice too la..
but stil not my 100% dream guy
逃婚记 1
10 years ago



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